I've decided to change the title of my blog so it can be the exact opposite of Rachel's one, cos' I feel that way about life recently.
And no, please don't call it emo. That word is such a horribly trivializing way of describing emotions. Just call it a difficult phase that I'm going through.

But what I'm so proud of is, I can still smile and laugh and find things to talk crap about. Just not as well as I could in the beginning of the year, when everything was happy and crazzzzzzy and SECURE.

Hmmmm. I need to do something retarded, something to let loose. Preferably with my cousins.
I miss my cousins and their stupid antics, like playing DDR with weights strapped onto their legs.
Coming up with all sorts of stupid pranks we can play on other people like taking our oily blotters and sticking it to them.
And GYMING.
And them wobbling my fats.
And watching anime and swooning over the hotness of all the girls and them conveniently forgetting that i'm a girl(SEE IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT I HAVE NO TASTE IN GUYS LOOKS).
Or Rachel. Let's conveniently get lost in Orchard Road again. Then there'll be two crazy idiots running up and down Orchard Road going, "IT'S THIS WAY" "NO IT'S THAT WAY" "NO IT'S THIS WAY oh wait yea it's that way HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA"
Or just studying with sm, pam and helen again, like in pae. hmmmm.

But wobbling yizen's fats, pressing erika's pimples, teasing carine's ginormous appetite, crapping with cheryl gabri liying and wimala during pw, and talking nonsense with mschan during lit with ben yizen lichu kalidas ("ALAMAKAAAAAA!!!" soooo priceless) shihui and syafiq and doing retarded things with johnney and rachael and carissa in sch, talking crap about judith(er not the church one) with those who KNOW and my turtle the Voodoo Doll (quote mrhue) is good too.

Maybe you're right.
Maybe I'm being overly paranoid, or greedy.
But I can't put it here. This is a public blog.
I'm so glad you're so happy, that everything has turned out well for you. And today I know you got the grade you wanted. I'm glad your life turned out really well even though mine is getting a little shaky. Can one grow in a pit, I wonder?
I hope your happiness lasts for a long, long time.
I'm glad there's someone who will talk to me and listen to me whenever I know I need it. To trust and be trusted.
Now I've got to do that with God, yeah?

Church friends are certainly soooooo comforting. AND TO CHIALYNN AHHHHHH I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T GO OUT WITH YOU THAT DAY DDD: was feelin kind of down and i didn't want my mood to spread D:
Haha the real Judith, Joanne, Hanny (for that super big hug hahhaa) Irvin, Geraldine and Al, and probably many more who are praying for me, you guys rock.

I know you're not reading this, but thank you.

And for Kim! hope you break out of your mood soon too :) and kris. er. it's good you can find comfort in luzhi's arms, HAHAHAHAHA

Chen Ting
Almost 15. November come faster. D:
3 Nov 1991
Ntss.
Strange.
Self-proclaimed poet.
WILL SOON BE ONE.
Christian.
Love God.
Love Jesus.
THIS HALF-DEAD BLOG WILL NOT BE REVIVED UNTIL O-LEVELS ARE OVER. I shall not be so cruel as to bore you with how i study everyday, okaythnx.


Literature, Saiyuki, Advent Children
Movies, Computers, Chem[MOL NOT INCLUDED]
Bio, Slacking, Procrastinating, Anime,
Destroying Pictures With Windows00 Paint,
SHINIES, Jpop [or any !pop or music that sounds good, rly]
Drawing Chibis with Circles for Hands,
Drawing Pretty Faces,
POETRRYYYY and fine, I admit, Sylvia Plath.
Anyone who has the guts to
stick their head in their oven
and INHALE in carbon monoxide
has my respect, srsly.
Also a pretty awesome poet.
Oh yeah, and plasters.
I dunno why, but I get
this tingle of joy everytime
I see a box full of them.


PHYSICSSSSSSSSSSS, Maths,
Veggies, Disgusting food,
Ppl who don't smile,
Airheaded Bimbos, Studying,
Being Rushed, Being Shouted at,
Being Compared to my bro.


[inner child] CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY ALL THE WAY!!!
[The Part of Me that is Educated] Les Choristes [The Choir].
Awesome storyline though
beginning was a bit draggy,
awesome characters,
just the right amount of humour,
not overly fairytale,
yet not overly heart-wrenching
as Da Chang Jin[SORRY JOAN],
just how real life is.
Great morals taught,
even greater singing,
well-written script,
and has the best
ending ever [PEPINOT ^_____^]


Good Omens. by Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett. NEEDed books or you will die: Bible. by GOD. To stop arguing with myself.
BE THE FIRST GREAT POET WHO IS NOT BI OR HOMO.
OR HAS BEEN ADMITTED TO A MENTAL INSTITUTION.
Everything Saiyuki
FINAL FANTASY
Get Les Choristes CD
Able to write well
To watch WILLY WONKA AGAIN D:
To do well in CHINESE >.< *WILL NEVER HAPPEN.*
Become organized overnight.
Ken to stop matchmaking me with his friends
Ken to stop telling me to flirt
Ken to stop teaching me how to flirt *still don't get it anyway*
Ken to stop corrupting my innocence more than it already is.
Ken to stop being Ken.
HengMin to save me from Ken.
Judith to also save me from Ken.



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